SHOPLIFTER

my phone isn't working anymore
so I got myself to the Chinese store
they said they cant help me so try next door...im not taking that, they better take my plastic back


I tried to make em see it all my way
getting what u need is so difficult these days
so I made a scene and made em look the other way ...I took my new phone - without my apps I get so damn alone


my phone isn't working anymore
I get so redundant without the app store...


security saw me heading for the door
but he's on minimum wage the poor recognise the poor
running thru the circus and pushing past the dead...  heart was pounding / lips were trembling



now i'm back online my friends know i'm on th scene
they can see my  pictures of Devon my boyfriend n me
hating famous people is such fun when u cannot sleep . . . on twitter and instagram
Facebook messenger and snapchat

The Universe owes you NOTHING

The Universe owes you NOTHING, it has no grand design or obligation to give you happiness. systems have been put place to help you and promote that happening, and you have been told fairy stories to give you hope but that hope is false, YOU must work hard to create your happiness.
Otherwise it's a long long wait for a train that don't come.

PLANS (final version)

So life is what happens when you are making plans-

But don't say them aloud cos he laughs at our demands.

Such a waste to be giving the day to the what and the why and the where

Be my girl pucker up start the car let's go to Wales...

Did you maybe push too hard for it?did the world laugh in your face?

Did you maybe plan to hard for it?

 Oh the human race, you should be...

I spent too much time waiting for the 415.

I got high on the platform and piss over my jeans.

Such a waste to be giving the day to the what and the why and the where

Be my girl pucker up start the car let's go to Hell

Did you maybe push too hard for it?did the world just turn away?

Did you maybe plan to hard for it?

Oh the human race, you should be ashamed
Oh the human race, you should be ashamed...

fine

 If I just followed the script, stayed on message, played the game, bought the ticket, signed up, made the team, saved my coupons and came in when I was supposed to,  everything would be just fine. Except that it wouldn't be fine. It s not fine and fine would never be enough.the insistent thumping in the back of my head and centre of my mind reminding me that it is all, really all, a load of utter bollocks and it is not fine.

somebody stole my shoes

1.somebody has stolen my shoes
the sun is shining on the city, and I m down in the valley but
somebody has stolen my shoes

2.somebody has stolen my booze
I had a bottle of the whiskey, but I don't wanna get pissy but

3.somebody has stolen my news
the daily mail and the tories, spread the hate with those stories
yeh somebody has stolen my news

4.somebody has stolen my blues
the sun is shining on the city, and for once I don't need em
yeh somebody has stolen my blues

5.somebody has stolen my canoe
the sun is shining on the river, and I wanna go fishing but
somebody has stolen my canoe

6.Emily there's no love left to lose,
the sun is hining on the city, in that dress u look so pretty
yes Emily there s no love left to lose

girl across town

thers a girl across town on Jubilee street
who s a hard nut to crack but she s pretty sweet
from time to time she goes hard on me
but  I m letting it slide cos there s luv in she



and she cooks
vegetable chili / macaroni cheese / wraps with halloumi
does the washing / then puts the kids to sleep
I think she s worth it
I hate to see her hurting


and she s a mystery I m learning

there s a girl across town by the motorway
she sits in her garden and she stares at the rain
and when she stares I get afraid
of the dark inside merging with her grey    ...     skies

there s a girl across town where the hippies be
she s from the deep south near Purley
she s doin her best and she s teaching me
a lot about patience and family

critical (cassi & alex)

critical x4 mind...  
show me the map for it feels like i v fallen behind
critical x4 time - when u hate yourself & u want to die

1/paranoia got my guts in knots, there's parts of me i hav forgot
to avoid th void i had into th nite


critical mind ...
critical time

2/employment seems a wast of time when it s just enough to get you by

I'd  rathr be bside th Baltic sea / sea singing honest melodies

critical mind ...
critical time

3/treachery and mendacity are the fundamental parts of me
to avoid myself I ll do another line.

4/I know that many feel the same. so pull together break the chain
the deep divide b w us  grows each day, wont be bridged if u don't know

critical mind
critical time
it;s a critical time...

Ways to Get Out

So life got boring
And no love s forthcoming
I've been sat here drinking
When I shoulda been thinking

Of ways to get out of here
Quit the pipe the pills and the beer
And walk away

U smell like a tory
Or a fuckin zombie
Your lifestyle scares me
And u think no-one s looking

At the way that you plunder your time
Raise your kids and make virtue of shopping and vice

U look unhappy
Heading for the scrapheap
Whilst you've been buying
Mister I've been trying

 To find an alternative way
Give up on your city and just walk away

 To find an alternative way
Find my voice and start being brave